Confusing

It gets hard for being in this position. Especially if it comes to what you want–or need, but there are so many factors that you cant resist. Parents. Living in Indonesia, in my opinion, though you are 18 or so, but it doesnt mean that you can be free like in the USA, being apart from parents or living together with your partner. You are always under the authority of your parents. It happened to me, when i wanna take an entrance test to a college out of town, my mom and dad said no, because they cant keep watching on me everyday besides “the most famous” college is also in town so i can do nothing to it, just nodding my head and say yes. But i wanna take an experience from the outside, like taking a course in Kediri, not so far yet still in Indonesia umm Java Island also. But they didnt give their permissions, especially my dad. I dont know what i’ll do in this 3-months-holiday, if i had a job i’d do it but since i had no one until now, im tryna fill it with my passion in English. Am i wrong?

Tears down

Tears.. On a moody night. On a full-spinning head. On a busy day. On a heartbroken. On a graduation.
Tears.. They can come whenever you want. No need to wish upon. Or begging. They just come and come whenever you can feel it.
Tears.. Please always be there. Dont leave me in this emptyness. At least i amnot alone. But accompanying by you. My tears.. Thank you..